August 28, 2010

Waiting

I feel like I'm waiting for something...but I don't know what.  Sort of an apprehensive feeling like something hovering over me...like looking at one shoe (or circumstance) and waiting for the other one, metaphorically, to fall.  I feel like I need to duck or hide from whatever it is.  I'm not good at waiting for things; good or bad.  This waiting is not a good kind of waiting; like I think something good is coming.  It's dread.  I hate it.

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wanderer said...

This is an absolutely terrible feeling. It's growing stronger and stronger. It's almost scary because it's so intense. My heart feels like it's going to break. Really...break.
What's wrong with me? Help!!!
Is this menopause?

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